Thursday, July 08, 2010
okie...
i dunno y i become so emo this few days...
i am oni like actin happy in front of my friends...
its like after i found out that alot ppl hate mi...
den i start to b withdraw from the world...
there is nth i can do...
but everiwhere i go sure got ppl hate mi...
some times i cant even feel the happiness in mi...
y muz life b such a killer???
y muz there b more down den up???
where are all my happy memory???
sometimes i wonder if they are really my friends or nt?
sometimes i always think that just stay at home and keep myself away from the world is good???
just cant help it...
i always say i am alright wen i am not....
wen ppl enjoyin i stayin at home facin computer...
or even at bed???
i just dun understand y my life muz b like that???
emo back alreadi...haix...
I ate bananas at11:39 PM
Wednesday, July 07, 2010
okie..i realise that wen we sch open there is alot of camp tat need trainer..
but i cant do...omg...its money leix...wanna earn oso got problem...sianx...
and my ankle is givin mi problem..coz i sprain and nvr give a damn...hahas...
but wad to do...in camp injured..hard to treat leix...
lolx...who can i talk to leix...
no body...hahas..
who will listen to mi naggin...all my pain...
i am sufferin alone....
tell mother oso i dunno wad she will do...sianx...
there is nth i can do...see doc oso no money...
i owe ppl so much money alreadi sia...
sianx...
how i goin to pay the debt..
slowly bah...hahas...
there is nth i can do man...
right ankle is givin mi problem liaox...
sianx...think need to see doc liaox...hahas..
see my mum liaox lorx...
I ate bananas at6:36 PM
Thursday, July 01, 2010
today actually suppose to b a good day for mi...but den end up i ruin it...
its all my fault actually...i am always the spoiler...
i always spoil the mood of everibody...
y am i born like that....
y the fuck is everithing happenin to mi...
what the fuck is happenin to my life...
just depressed at the moment...
I ate bananas at10:25 PM
