hey hey...quite a while din blog le eh...
dunno y been super tired today..although i sleep until 12 plus den wake up...
and one more thing...i am sick for like dunno how long alreadi lorx...
flu plus a cough...super long...
until now...still havin flu...think too much phlegm...
cough and flu..damn irritating...
haix...
another thing oso..today my muscle ache like hell coz yesterdae went training...
omg...i am like a robot today...
yesterday tot was in a good mood suddenly come home..
talk about volunteer things...mother like not happy...
haix...i really dunno how alreadi lorx...




yoyo...
hmmm...thinkin alot of things this few days...
dunno y...mayb coz of family bah...
this few days i super free...but no ppl ask mi oout...
wen i not free so mani ppl ask mi out...
wad is this man...
pathetic loner...sadded...
but even if i go out wid my friends.....................
i am oso thinkin alot...
coz its like y they can make it to poly y they are more clever den mi...
and y am i ended up in ite...
which alot ppl think its a sch for those that dun like study...
haix...
sis even cleverer den mi lorx...
sadded...
ai ya...just that i not feelin veri up thats all...
damn feelin down...haha....
okie...gtg...bb...




yoyo..here to blog...
actually no mood to blog lah..
coz this periods is about the sch stuff...
so yeah...
really been down...the oni time i smile is wen go out wid friends...
and its a fakin smile...
no idea y...
i am the most useless in the family..
sis go jc...
mi leix..slackin around oso dunno whether in higher nitec can make it or nt...
haha...sad...
aniwae gtg...
no mood to blog...bb...




yoyo..here to blog..
makin it short and simple...
today went out wid karate gang..omg..
i really miss goin out wid them lorx...
its so fun goin out wid them...
coz its a once in a blue moon thing...haha..
den went to watch movie...
its comin soon.,..omg..
i give this movie a 4.5/5
wah...its super scary to some...but its oso veri interestin
should watch...i dun mind watchin again..lolx..
okie...so after that wen to suki group eat buffet..
wah we order and order and order...den eat alot..
dessert oso eat 2 round...
den after that acc kerlyn go bus stop...
den go play arcade...
den after that go slack wid justin...
den go home...
den wan play dota...
but waitin for game...as i dun hav the files..
haha...
okie..gtg...bb...




yoyo...
hmmm...dunno what to say...
whether feeling down or wad...
but i think my ankle the injury come back again...
i dunno whether izzit true lah..
coz just now i feel my ankle something wrong..
but who cares man...
dunno y feel like findin ppl to talk...
but dun seems to find one..
nvm...all hav their own things mah...
thats y i blog...all my ranting here...
i dunno y lah...
y is my life like that...
i appeal eu oso sad..
i nvr appeal eu oso sad...
wad should i do???
whats wrong wid my life??
i really dun understand...
i am lousy..
i am useless...
i think its better if i go and die now...
i dunno y...
mayb i am really useless...
lousy in wadever i do...
i actually got alot of things to say..
dun b surprise to see mi on newspaper becomin crazy...
is all the stress...
wadever..the old happy denise is dead...
i dunno wads the next crazy thing i am goin to do...
i am goin crazy...
mentally stress...
i hate myself...i dun like myself at all...
so wad if i rant here...
rant to my friends...
i am goin crazy...who noes...
no one noes wad the hell is goin on...
i myself oso dunno...
haix...




hey..yoyo...
many things hav happen...
sad things happen more...
feelin down this few days again...
which is like i dunno how to say...
its kind of sad...
i really dunno its like..
everitime i look at my mother...
i am sad...if no poly wan mi den i really dunno wad to do sia...
i am prayin really hard to get a poly...
i really hope to go poly...
if i go ite i dunno wad i will end up like...
study hard?i dunno...
just thinkin whether studin izzit my style...
or am i oni go sch to play oni...
haix..just say i am down thats all...




haix...look like things aint that good today..
poly application results is out...
din really get into the poly..
tomolo i am goin to appeal..
and i hope that they will allow mi to appeal..
if really cmi den i will hav to go to dover ite to study higher nitec liaox
waste another 2 more yrs...
haix...wad the hell is wrong wid mi??
just now come home frm trainin mother din really talk to mi...
haix...look like the more we expect it to come..
the more its not...and my dream is not come true...
coz cant go ngee ann poly...which i wanted to go lorx...
hope tomolo will b better...
shall stop here..bb..