Monday, July 24, 2006
currently at sch com lab nth to do... lol... haha... teacher allow bloggin... but i dun wanna blog wad teacher asked to... so blog rubbish... lol... haha... teacher oso dunno moi blog... dun wanna blog n let teacher see... later he go read i kanna sia.. haha...
so sad... n sianx... dunno wads goin on to mi... moi dept kanna scolded... but its all moi fault... haix... i realli dunno whether to like sj or to dislike sj... because it seems like gettin worst for mi... n i tink moi friend wanna quit sj too... haix... i realli dunno wad happen to sj soon... wid this kind of ppl around... ppl hu thinkthey are better but actualli they are worst.. haix... i really dunno wad to sae liaox... continue tomolo.. hehe...
I ate bananas at8:06 AM
Friday, July 21, 2006
todae... ish moi sad dae... i m neber good at doin things... nobodi understand how i feels...
i was been call extra... n guess wad its a sec 2 cadet... sayin senior extra... haix... i juz feel like tellin how i feel to teacher but i juz dunno how to open moi mouth... n i oso dunno wad might happen... i juz dunno wad to do... haix... ish they make mi feel so pissed n sad wan lorx.. still sae wad dun fall in dun get attendance marked n no cca points... plz lorx... this ish wad i get after been gettin so involved in sjab... n this ish wad i get in returned... by this time i should be home studyin lorx n not wastin moi time in sjab...
i juz hav this feelin tat ppl wont understand... i tot sj will give mi happiness.. but i m wrong... it gave mi sad memories... moi everithing ish gone... moi friendship ish not veri good liaox... ppl are hating mi... i m e one to blame... blame moi attitude... haix... moi life ish now meaningless... its ful of sorrows... n its juz like haix.. ppl are tinkin tat i m an idiot... ppl sae tat moi friendship ish veri good... but they are wrong... i actualli hav veri little friends... ppl hate mi n ppl dislike mi... wad can i do...
i tink i shall stop here... typin it out ish oso no use... haix...
I ate bananas at7:17 PM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
currentli having lesson at com lab so can type... hehe... long time neber blog liaox... so kind of need to hurry here... later go home den continue bloggin... hehe...
i now got nth to do... so sianx lorx... for e pass few daes oso nth much realli happen... lol... haix... kind of feelin sad... because no bodi to talk to... so damn sianx lorx...
need to hurry so as not to let teacher see hehe... coz its so sian... haha... got nth to do now... mondae go out to ice skate n i fell alot of times... because i m learnin stunt... lol... haha... so funny lorx...
den tuesdae some of them come moi house to play moajong... lol... oso another fun time... hehe... so nice lorx...
but after all i m still feelin so sianx n sad... ok lah gtg liaox..
I ate bananas at8:45 AM
Monday, July 17, 2006
i neber hav peace... mood now ish sad n real sad... haix...i really dunno wad to do lorx... argh.. do this mother naggin.. juz now she juz talk to herself before she leave e house.. haix.. y ish moi life like tat.. wen den i can enjoy moiself..first was him leaving mi... now ish moi mother naggin.. should i feel sad...???i dunno wad to write liaox... continue later..
I ate bananas at7:21 PM
Sunday, July 16, 2006
currentli feelin so low... dunno wad to do... so e blank now in moi mind... haix... wad e shit fuck ish happenin to mi... argh... i guess i m juz some extras goin around disturbin ppl... because the world make mi feel this wae...i feels like e whole world ish gone... n its like so e argh... haix.. yesterdae one thing realli make mi feel sad... somebodi forget about mi... n i was walkin alone in e musume... nobody care to ask mi join them... n i guess i juz dun fit to b inside... argh...haix... everithing ish gone... i m back to single... n i m really hurt now... i noe i should not hav this relationship in e first place... n i should not feel sad because this relationship should not exist in e first place... now nth can describe moi feelin...blame mi for not endin e relation soon... blame mi for goin so in to a relationship... blame mi for not listenin to all moi pals... but nobodi noes how i feel... hu can i complain to???? not moi parent... not moi friends... not anibodi but this blog... because this ish e oni thing tat ish willin for mi to type n let out all moi feelin... not everibodi understand everibodi feelin... same like mi... y do everibodi wans to brake wen its come to moi lowerest point... n its near exam... tat time tat one ish at one of e exams n now this one ish near moi prelims... ok fine... now i can concentrade on moi exams more without worryin anithing...
I ate bananas at6:07 PM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
heyo... yesterdae neber blog coz i no time to blog.. i dun tink ish no time actualli ish cannt blog as moi mother ish at home.. hehe...ok moi plan are back again... but this time ish like muz wait long long wan.. lol...ok here are moi plan...-save money to buy bag...-save money to go highlight hair...-go cut funky hairstyle...-go buy ear ring... those funky type wan...-save money to buy bball n bball shorts...-save money to buy skater shoe...tink tats all lah.. hehe... dunno liaox.. wen i tink of it i will blog it here... hehe...gtg go back to moi studies liaox... stop here.. ciaoz...
I ate bananas at7:15 PM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
currentli feelin veri down... as i m havin sore throat n i cant realli eat... recess oni go library... do wad... read books... haix... not i dun wanna go ish i really got no mood to eat... ok this blog ish like becomin moi complainin blog... haha... dunno y...todae lesson... den not feelin well... but no choice wad can i do??? i oni can suffer n not let ppl know...todae after sch lesson neber go... actualli wanna go see doc wan.. but ended up at suntec... shoppin for something... haha... in e end oni buy a present for desiree... haha... dun tell u wad juz incase u see moi blog.. bleah... hehe...tomolo i m gonna stand infront of e whole sch.. if e teacher ask lah.. haha... moi friend ish like so happy lorx... haha...i hav been eatin durian for e pass few daes... haha.. no wonder moi throat hurts... hehe...
I ate bananas at9:16 PM
Monday, July 10, 2006
currentli doin moi DNT work... i m kind of down liaox.. got sore throat... muz make sure i complete moi work ar... argh...about e parade i dun tink i m given e chance lorx... haix... so sad sia... no need to try liaox... i m sure e officers will not give mi a chance... they will give it to e sec threes... they oso dun give mi so mani chance lorx... i noe no matter how i complaint oso no use... haix... wad ish e worth of begin so active... but den oni do timer... wad ish this man... moi whole time serving for sj den oni get back a timer in parade... n guess wad.. i tink they oso tink tat i dun give other ppl a chance... u tink i dun wan... haix... hu can hear moi sorrow n help mi out of moi question... argh...i guess their fav phrase ish give e yr threes a chance... haix... forget it... wont get moi chance... moi chance in parade wont come... instead all those jiap pa lang things all come to mi n they noe tat i cant do a good job... argh... i hate this... wad can i do... nth.. i m juz one helpless soul holdin all e fault... if i open moi mouth they will sae tat i talk back... izzit counted rude to officers...?i m now so helpless wid all those unanswered question... argh... exams ish near... n i m still slackin around... haha... wad can i do beside studyin... its like i open e book i wanna sleep liaox lorx...currentli moi mood ish sick... as i m havin fever... but i muz rush moi project as there are more to do... argh... n level n ite... y ish teacher mentionin tat all e time... like encouragin us finish n level n go ite... argh... ok lah... shall blog tomolo... muz go n complete moi project...
I ate bananas at7:51 PM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
haix... tink of bloggin as i tink there mayb more to blog... after talkin to one of moi junior i really envy them... they get to do everiting... they were given alot of chances... n i realli do envy them... mayb i m given chances n i dun realise it... but i do noe that i wasnt given a chance in parade... haix... how i wish i realli do... afterall there are good memory n bad memory in sj... i realli dunno y sj ended up in this situation... hu ish willin to listen to moi sorrow... i dun lots of ppl will listen to moi sorrow... haix... but wad can i do... ok.. last fri wen to ice skate... kind of fun.. but too mani ppl there liaox... i was like chionging some rounds... n i realli brake a records... i din fall... hehe... so happy... life without moi other maid ish so boring... haix... i miss all e food tat she cook... n e times tat we had together... e happy times... haix... realli wanna hide in one corner n cry... argh...wad can i do... i m worthless... so wad if so active in sj... they still treat mi as if i m like one junk... e ppl of moi batch in sj realli hate mi... n i wonder y... izzit moi action make u all hate mi... argh... i really had to much to complain... i still got one realli make mi headache thing.. still wanna got for e advance course mah... haix... i juz wanted to get at least CL rank... wonder will teacher give mi chances... n i really hope tat teacher will hear moi sorrows... but i tink teacher oso wont understand...i tink its a long blog liaox... i shall continue complainin tomolo...
I ate bananas at6:56 PM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
haix... wads happenin to mi... moi legs ish achin again... same old things goin to happen... argh... haha...ok here are moi plans: -get e bilabong jacket-get good grades for moi studies-save more money-go get good grades for n level n go to sec 5thats all... still tinkin.. hahaaniwae todae so sad... lol... wen jurong point juz to eat kfc... lol... so funny sia... e "gays" wemt to JE to find e others... dunno hu lah... haha... den mi mei juan n monkey go home... haha...we gonna hav fun on fri... yeah...tomolo ish our one month le... how m i goin to sae it to him... haha...
I ate bananas at7:27 PM
