Thursday, August 27, 2009
i am sad now...haix...
there is nth i can do... :(
dun ask mi y...
its all my fault...
she will nvr forgive mi...
I ate bananas at6:55 PM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
okie i think i am goin into depression..
mani things happen...
and yet some of them i cant solve it...
okie...there are really mani things that is happening..
and guess wad..i am actually puttin an act on it...
those smiles are just fake..
those craziness that i always in are just makin mi temporary not thinkin of sad stuff.
everithing that i do are just fake...
too mani things...
i guess i haven rest enough...
although phsically i am okie..but mentally i am not..
just too tired to move on liaox...
guess i need a longer rest...long enough to make mi recover mentally...
I ate bananas at10:16 PM
Saturday, August 15, 2009
omg..its another boring day...
stayin at home make mi think alot...
like i see all those sad thing..
and it really make mi like wanna cry but cant...
omg...so boring...
and sad....
and thinkin negative...
guess i am back to my negative thinkin again..
omg..i cant stay at home...argh..
I ate bananas at11:49 PM
firstly i wanna wish my best friend SOON TONG YING a HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY.
finally 18 le horx...can do alot of things alreadi horx...
like buy alcohol and watch M18 show..haha...
next..been thinkin alot lately..which make my mood really bad...
but just that everitime i am fakin a smile nia...
i just dunno y...i keep feelin sad...its like..
i dunno how to explain...
and i guess i am goin to go into depression mode again...
ah ha...
think i goin crazy soon lah...lolx...
nvm den..shall end here...just dun feel like revealling much of details..
as some of my friends dunno wads happenin..hehe...
and many things happen lately which i dun wanna mention...lolx...
gtg..bb..
I ate bananas at7:33 PM
