moi life ish so sad. there are full of sadness in moi life. i m so poor. haix. no chance to enjoy moiself. i m so useless. i dun do things so serious. haix. ok i shall make a short one coz i no mood to blog n oso type anithing. haix. shall stop here.

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haix. todae first time i wake up wen e sun ish up. everitime i wake up e sky ish still black. haha. but this time ish sky ish blue. haha.

ok i shall talk about todae. todae went for st john course. kanna scolded sia. y dun wanna scold e whole course. make mi todae no mood to eat. haix. realli for e first time i din eat anithing lorx. haha. den somemore i group ic. haix

ok after course i went to moi uncle house. it ish so nice sia. moi little cousin ish our tour guide. haha. she guide us to e room den we stayed n play there. den after tat we went to e swimmin pool to take a look. so she show us. like what ish this pool for what ever lorx. haha. ok i gtg liaox

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haix. moi life everidae ish feeled wid sadness.

ok. both pei shan jie n jac jie alreadi come back frm camp liaox lorx. haha. so happy. y happy. coz got ppl to share moi prob wid liaox. haha. but dun worry will still everidae blog here. but blog here oso no ppl wanna see wad. haha.

eh... ok... erm... i dunno wad to sae liaox...

ah... ok... now a daes... i got stm sia... everitime oso forget wad i wanna sae... haha...

ok talk about wad happen todae... wen to work... veri happy... saw moi friend... i mean moi classmate... she went there to take her exam... which i oso veri e scared... haha... eh... for mornin i cook filet... but veri busy.. need to run two station leix... so tiring sia... den need to hear wad they sae... haix... haha... after work... went to wheelock for meetin... haha... alot of dots... so as to make moi blog longer... if not like veri short like tat... haha...

after meetin went home... i alreadi try moi best liaox... everitime after tat thing straight away go home... but den moi parent still tink tat i take meetin as an excuse for goin out. haha. haix. dun care lah. i oso veri tired liaox. soon i goin to go liaox. shall stop here. tomolo still got excitin things.

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haix. there are juz alot of unhappyness around mi. haix. y i keep feelin this wae. haix. so sad. y ish all e bad things happenin to mi. i can stand it animore. i really hen fan liaox. haix. ok i really dunno y ish this feelin comin to mi again. but i realli keep havin this feelin leix. haix.

why? where ish moi happiness? y i need to suffer? haix. shall i wear slipper on sun? haix. ok i noe its all moi fault tat i ended up in this situation. y izzit tat i keep injurin moi leg? y izzit tat i keep fallin ill? i m juz as good as a handicap person. i m juz like one shit. leg injured so long liaox. c doc oso no use liaox. tink realli hav to become a handicap.

i m juz one shit. ok i m juz complainin shit here. i noe tat i m doin wron n y m i juz on e wrong track? haix. guess i will be smokin. i m juz kind of addicted to it lorx. but e prob now ish i dun hav e $$$ to buy hun ki. n i oso seldom go down liaox. haix. miss those time where i play freeli at e bottom of moi house. haha.

i wan to smoke. i m so fan. wo hen fan. i wan hun ki to smoke. can i juz die like tat? i dun wanna leave animore. moi parent are everitime quarrellin because of mi. haix. guess i shal juz leave n dun come back animore. they are juz drivin mi crazy.

i juz dunno how to phrase moi word lorx. i will remember tat i m not e worst one. of coz i noe tat. coz there are ppl worst den mi. but u noe wad i will do when i m pissed off. haha. smoke or do other stuff lorx. haix.

where ish moi kai xin kuo. haha. veri sianx leix. two nites din conference. haix. den talk on e phone oni parent nag nag nag. haix. stop here continu to blog tomolo bah.

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wad e hell m i now? a chunk of shit or human begin? haix. everitime i go out oso moi parent not happy. y? haix. hu can ans moi question? i hav alot of question to ask. got things on oso they dun believe. still sae wad sch holidae where got project to do. haix. n u noe wad i suddenli remember tat i did not do moi holidae homework haha. but neber mind lah. hack care. hehe.

todae after work wen to wilson house. haha. play his roller blade. veri fun leix. but i keep feel down. haha. no choice wad. beginer. hehe. got a wound on moi knee but its not big deal coz its juz a tiny winy wound to mi lah. haha. juz scared tat it will be infected. haha.

haix. moi rite leg horx. givin mi problem leix. mayb one of moi senior ish rite. if i dun go see den will become pai kar. mayb realli gonna be pai kar liaox. cannt do things for long sia. now pain liaox. haix. tink sun will hav to pai kar liaox. haix. moi ankle cannt wear shoe liaox coz will pain wen contact wid e shoe. but dun tink e officer will believe lorx. coz e safty officer ish frm moi sch wan. so too bad lorx. juz hav to ren tong lorx. tai wound shan chang. haha. chi fail sorrie.

hmmm. wonder are pei shan jie n jac jie enjoyin themself or nt. coz they todae wen to camp liaox. haix. sianx. got two nites cannt chat liaox. coz they not around nobody to conference wid so sianx leix. cannt sleep. haha. ok lah shall stop here. continue tomolo

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ok din blog coz wen i come here wanna blog moi parent in front of mi. den cannt blog liaox. haha. got alot of secret cannt let them noe sia. hehe.

lets start frm monday. ok monday was a lousy dae for mi. as i went to work den after tat first thing oni kanna ask to go to e back to wipe e trays. den after tat go break. after break got this dunno wad lah. ask mi read liaox den ask mi question veri e lousy at it lorx. haix. after tat ask mi go work lobby. i hate to work at lobby wan leix. haix. still got this dunno wad ili service. den i was like freak lah. y last time dun hav this service dun wan to give us. now got so mani things to do. haix. i scared i will forget wan lorx. haix. den they sae i work like owe ppl money like tat. neber smile wan. i oso wan to smile but den i oso dunno y cannt smile hehe. so too bad lorx. hav to bare all e scoldings lorx.

tuesdae no work dunno y. haha. but hav trainin. n i skip it. haha. too bad lorx. hu as it rain. n guess wad. i cant go for fridae trainin too. haix. i dunno wad to do leix. eh instead of trainin i went to orchard. n guess wad. its a small world. hehe. i met both pei shan jie n jac jie. hehe. e world ish really small. hehe. den we went shopping together. hehe.

todae i went tuition den out for meetin. den i still go out. haix. moi bowlin so suckie. haha.dunno how to play. mayb should train a bit lorx. hehe. ok moi uncle has come to moi house i shall stop here now. hehe.

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moi life ish full of craps n oso some lousy things. i hav one feelin i m so toublesome. haha. wah realli holidae den everitime sick sia. haha. ok. i hav start workin liaox. first dae was fun. as i work in e kitchen. haha. ok i hav nth to sae liaox.

now ish moi nco course todae. hehe. we were havin so much fun sia. lunch was delayed. so we went to do our leadership case study. haha. den horx. wen lunch come rite. we not use spoon n eat leix. we use hand. hehe. den we were like keep jokin lorx. haha. den wen we waitin for our lunch we suppose to sing songs so we sang alot of song tat come across our mind lorx. haha. n instructor ask we all to sing 6 songs tat we hav learn but we sang other song instead. hehe. e most memorable course dae i hav ever had.

ok now back to moi life. life for mi ish so boring except tat now i m attached. hehe. den was like wow.everithing change. hehe. den gettin more n more weak. hehe.

ok.yesterdae went out wid both moi jie after work.hehe we really hav great fun lorx. too bad i hav gastric. haha. so sad. pei shan jie, i will take care wan. hehe. they were like shoppin for things. den after tat we went to take neoprints which i owe them. hehe. jie now i dun owe u ani more neoprints liaox horx. hehe. next time we find one dae go out again? hehe. ok shall stop here.

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ok i m kind of sad. as there are things happen this few daes. erm. can sae its kinda sad n its all oso moi fault. yesterdae went out whole dae. n at nite i wen out again. izzit really too much. y other ppl can go home so late but mi cant. moi parents are juz driving mi crazy. e feelin for mi now ish kind of sick. juz now walk under e rain. y walk under e rain. because i wanna punnish moiself. i muz stress moiself till mad.

i noe i desserve all this because i make it up wan. but i oso cannt blame wad. everitime i go out oso cannt enjoy. sure like veri scared todae go home late den how ar. haix. y cant i juz go out n enjoy moiself. wen i go out i oso neber take money frm moi mother but den she was like veri angri wid mi lorx. yesterdae even sae things tat hurt mi. it really hurt mi real deep lorx.

i really dunno wad to do lorx. because i m really sick n tired of it liaox. tinkin of it really make mi feel like crying. haix. y cant moi life feel wid fun n laughter? everi nite cry moiself to sleep its really veri xin ku lorx. once again i noe tat are ppl worst den mi but i m not mentally prepared.

haix. y ish ppl leaving n not comin back? there are ppl leavin n not comin back liaox. they hav things to settle. so i really hope tat i can see them again. miss those who go n not comin back again.

ok back to moi boring life. they are so borin tat i really cannt take it liaox lorx. go out oso cannt go wid i peaceful mind. ok lah enough of moi sad sorrows liaox lah. hehe. tomolo got work need to turn in early liaox. blog tomolo bah.

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i m goin mad soon haix. parent naggin n naggin haix.dunno wad e hell m i goin to do sia.everitime oso give mi negative feedback.like exam sure fail wan lorx.den like wad shit lah.ok moi job attachment ish a sucess.n i m attached to habour front centre.haix.i feel tat moi freedom ish gettin smaller n smaller.as i juz go out for a while n they nag nag nag till like hell like tat.

haix.its really so diff for mi to go out meh.at least i come home earli wad.sianx.like tat oni moi parent sae wad moi n level sure wont pass wan.u see lah this kind of parent oso hav.haix.i hav one thing in moi mind.n i still thinkin of whether to ask moi parent to buy e bag for mi or nt haix.if i take money frm moi parent will feel guilty wan lorx.

i save money oso got problem.now no money liaox.sianx.this few daes will be sad as moi parent keep naggin n its so unbearable.their naggin ish not like those encourage naggin leix.ish those discourage naggin.haix.oso dunno whether i join this attachment ish correct or wrong.haix.actualli ish ok liaox one whold family can be together liaox.coz of this moi parent like shit like tat.dun even dare to ask moi parent for money lorx.

shall i take money frm moi parent n go buy e sling bag which i wan it since tat dae we went out.its $33.90 n u dunno whether to take or nt.coz its not cheap.n i will feel guilty wan leix.haix.if i take den moi mother will nag again.sianx. feel like askin her leix.dunno when den i will hav e courage.ok lah i shall stop here.tired of typin liaox.

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it hav been a long time since i blog. there are lots of things happen. it all started wen sch holidae starts. haix. everi sat confirm will hav this feelin of guiltyness. as some thing happen. haix. n i really feel veri guilty lorx. haix. ok i noe its all moi fault. go one whole round n its all moi fault. i shall make it short as juz now i wrote n something happen all gone. n i forget wad i wrote liaox. it ish veri long lorx. haha.

ok. finish all e sad now happy. wen out on thurs den was like veri happy as i can go out n take a breath. we went to watch excorsim of emily rose. haha first time i was horror movie which ish not horror at all. n guess wad there are lots of ppl watchin tat movie. haha. now i m plannin to watch home sweet home. but now e prob ish i no$$$ haix. all spend finish liaox. veri fast leix. 30 buck n its all gone in one dae. haha. so sianx. haix. now wanna go where oso cannt liaox coz dun hav $$$ liaox. hehe.

last but not least i wanna wish moi god siblings tat are takin their os this yr good luck worx. haha. muz jia you leix. thanx for ur care n concern wen i m down. ok i shall stop here liaox. post other time.

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