two post in a day........
i really dunno wad to do alreadi..........
no bodi to talk to..........
everibodi hav their own problem........
everibodi is busy wid their own things.........
if i wanna study i long ago wont go study ite le.......
wont everitime go to the lousiest class.........
go everiwhere oso kanna look down...........
i am just so useless..........
everibodi got at least o lvl.....
accept for mi.........
i felt like the whole world is falling down.........
i just cant do everithing right...........
anithing that is given to mi is nvr been done properly........
who can i talk to..........
haix...........
my whole world is dark again...........
hao bu rong yi my world is bright........
now haix...........
if something happen to mi..........
just forget mi.........
take it as if i nvr born..........
take it as if there is no such person........
i really dunno wad to do alreadi..........
i cant feel anithing..........
my heart is numb........
i tot i could b the most happiest ppl in the world.........
if eu wanna comfort mi........
plz dun ask mi to think that there is ppl worst den mi........
bcoz its useless..............
i back to the emo denise again..........
even in class oso so mani problem........
i really dunno how to settle.........
i am useless...........
wad am i.....
now in karate oso kns.......
everiwhere i go.....
just rubbish........
i hate myself.....
i hate the way i am.......
got everitime hav this 3 min thing.......
join something a while den dun wan liaox.......
i hate myself............
okie lah.......enough of rantings liaox.........
no body will care oso........
bb........




hhmmm.....today 321 post....
nice post yeah.......
haha.....
aniwae.......
i hav been negative lately.......
no idea y.....
mayb PMS????haha....cant b i just finish mine...lolx...
aniwae i feel so useless....
hols who is studying?????????????????
my sis lorx..........ppl o lvl wad.....
confirm go poly unlike mi...............
haix.............i dunno wad to do.............
mother keep sayin she not enough time..........
mi leix..........got alot of time but waste it..........
haha..............guess the happy go lucky gal is gone.........
hehe..........mother keep naggin to study sutdy.........
still say nvr put stress on us..............
kns..........................................................
its not like i dun like eu.....i eman its like if i can study........
i will b like sis alreadi..........
study study study.........instead of sittin in front of com and watch movie....
eu think i dun wan to study.........i stupid can........
i useless....cant study....i dun think i even hav the confident to go to poly lorx.
its all my fault...........i suck.....i should not hav survive..........
i should hav just died.........
i should not hav enjoy myself for so long...........
should hav met in an accident and die...........
argh.............
aniwae pardon mi sayin all this........
emoin now a days.........
xin qing veri unstable........
pardon mi........




yozzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!
hmmmmm....
think back about the past got one incident....
veri funny.........
that time i thinkin wad the hell am i doin.........y i can go until other lane.........
its super scary.....
now say i oso ps lorx.....
haix.........i really dunno wad i do lorx.....
its like everibodi i the oni one lost my way.......
this shows that i cant do anithing right........
i dunno y i become so negative.......
its just a sudden flesh back........
i feel that i am so useless....
cant do anithing......
such a easy way and i manage to lost my way...
wad is this man.........
omg........i cant believe that.....
say liaox oso veri ps leix.......
haix.......
i am a failure.........
no idea y i think of it........
haha.........
sorrie for being negative..........
dun worry i am alright.....
haha.....
mayb its the accident that make mi gone mad.....
lolx.....its goin to b one week le........
the scar is left to remind mi of something.....
haix........
now i hav scar on both hand le.....
right hand pulau ubin.....
left hand BBDC.........
haha.......think of it oso veri funny lorx.......
i nvr hav happy ending........
i dunno y.......
everitime think of family........
make mi wanna cry.........
i jut dun understand.........
haix.......
okie gtg........




yooooooozzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
here to blog...............
okie i super happy can.................
i went to see the F1 practice race............
although its a practice race...........
but at least i get to see it up close.............
haha.............
hmmmm..............
so yesterday meet up wid STY TCPC and CS(ps dunno the full name...)
den we walk around suntec....go food court makan....
den after that we go the water fountain there.......
heard the F1 thing....the sound is like.....
omg...so cool lah........haha......
den we ran back to watch again...........
guess wad............
our normal plan is to go river festival...........
lucky we stayed and watch the F1 thing..........
the sound is super cool lah.....haha....
and super loud..............................
haha..............
oh my tian!!!!!!!!!
STY is not mad about the F1..........
TCPC is worst..........keep thinkin about her wai yu..........
and mi..........can oni dream of takin the F1 cars one day..........
haha.............F1 is LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the end....hehe...bb....




yoyo.
here to blog again.
hmmm about yesterdae the incident.
my wounds felt worst.
its like my leg are pain like i hav fractured it.
i cant sleep well through the nite.
due to the hand injury.
and some part of my hand hurts like hell.
wonder wad really happen.
i tryin to recall wad actually happen.
i really feel sorrie for my pillion.
and my hand aches.
haix.
who will care if i die or nt?
haha.
nvm.at least i noe hu care for mi.
haha.
my left side i think spoil alreadi lah.
last yr dislocate.
this yr motor fall down give shock.
now my shoulder really aches like hell...
i wonder how mani ppl do read my blog man.
haha.
okie i am really mad...
haha...




okie.here to blog again.
today motor lesson is okie experience.
i will b out of action.
due to the injuries sustained frm today lesson.
its kind of hurts but its okie lah.
not first time injured oso.
lucky its just some minor cuts.
not much bleeding.
my pillion oso injured due to my riding.
i am so sorrie pillion hope eu are okie.
she oni injured the leg.as for mi injured elbow area and knee.
still alive.
dun worry.
wont die so easy wan.
haha.really gonna b out of action.haha.
lucky its on my left side so wont affect much too.haha.

PS:JOANNA CONFIRM THURSDAY GO HORX?????!!!!!HAHA.

thats all i am goin to say.bb.




STY when are we goin to the zoo again???!!!!
haha.i wanna hav some fun man.
life seems soo meaninglesss without fun....
everyday at home is cool lah....
but oso will bored to death de.....
haha.....
i am mad alreadi.....
lolx.....




here to blog.
but i goin out soon.
so i making it short.
i am no longer the denise that eu ppl noe animore.
its like an emty shell.haha.
nvm.shall continue wen i am back.




hey.sorrie for the dead blog.
bcoz i am just too lazy to blog due to sickness.
haha.competitions are now over.
a time for mi to really concentrade on my studies.
and i mean really concentrade.
eh.mayb not.just eu look at mi i look at eu oni.haha.
need to really take down the notes alreadi lah.haha.lolx.
and my beautiful handwriting.
how can i write a nice nice handwriting.haha.
its super boring can.
dunno wad to do.
and oso holidays are here.
its super fast wen come to think of it.
it means exam are nearer.
omg.i cant believe this.
i need to really buck up for exam alreadi lah.
haha.really scary lorx.haha.
okie lah.gtg.
dunno wad to blog le.
bb.




yoyo.sorry for not blogging.
haha.been long since i last blog.
just plain lazy to blog.
haha.lolx.
super boring days.
haha.boring lah.
okiei finally proceed to the next stage.
after like 5 lesson.haha.
today is the 5th lesson yeah.
haah.aniwae karate competition is comin.
and i hope to get some medals.
its like.everi competition i haven been gettin ani medals.
haha.dunno bad luck or not enough trainin.
hope i do well for my competition.
okie lazy to blog alreadi.
gd nite.