Sunday, September 25, 2005
things hav gone worst for e pass few daes.... i tot things will be better... coz i see some changes... but e changes proof mi wrong... they juz return back to e same old self... y izzit tat things gone wrong... izzit tat if i m not at this world this will not happen...? if this ish so den i would rather go n die now... because i dun wanna see things like tat... u may not noe wad i m talkin about... but wadever i m saein now ish wadever i m feelin... i dun wan moi sis to suffer too... she ish juz like a happy child... u may think tat i m juz saein rubbish but it ish true... i noe its moi fault... not tat i wanna show attitude... but ish tat u all really give mi alot of presure lorx... i noe there are alot ppl oso like tat... but den i really cannt take it liaox lorx... sometimes i really wonder izzit true tat i m their child... its juz all moi fault lah... i m to blame... how i wish i m not exist... n this wont happen...
I ate bananas at6:51 PM