Wednesday, August 11, 2004
haiz. wad e hell m i made of. i juz feel myself useless. always kanna bully by sumbodi. haiz. wad e hell m i. m i a loser? or wad. plz tell mi.
I ate bananas at7:34 PM
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
Wad a borin dae. haiz my uncle stuck at woodland liaoz now still haven come. waited for so long n they still haven come. i wan 2 play wid their children. but they still haven come. y like tat. haiz. now almost 5 liaoz n they still haven come. e parade start at 6 leiz. i wan 2 see my friend all marchin smartli in e parade haha.
I ate bananas at7:43 AM
Monday, August 09, 2004
Hi there. wad a borin dae. wad can i do on sundae. restrict frm tv n com. so sad. haiz. c they all can play com n watch tv i cannt. veri sad leiz. oso dunno wad 2 do. sleep. sure cannt wan. later like shit like tat. haiz. juz hav 2 wait till 2molo den can enjoy myself lor. coz 2molo iz a special dae. as i sae it iz national dae. although everi yr oso hav but tiz yr iz special. coz our sch iz inside. haha. so happi. can sit near 2 tv n find my friends. lolx. but one sad thing iz tat i m nt inside. haiz. hope tat i will enjoy myself 2molo haha. gtg byeee. hope u all enjoy urself too.
I ate bananas at3:50 AM
Sunday, August 08, 2004
Haiz wad a borin dae 4 mi. nth 2 do. haiz. wanna write journal oso dunno wad 2 write. but hor i oso dunno whether need 2 write ani journal or nt. needa ask my classmate. borin leiz. but yesterdae was kinda fun n sad. i still miss my parade. stupid mr lee(principal) tok 4 so long. den still dun care bout us. oni care bout e ppl tat r watchin us. i wanna kill mr lee man. still sae wad. if e sun iz shinin at u. juz move 2 e place where there iz no sun. den wad bout ppl like us in e parade. e sun iz shinin at us. n we cant move about. e ppl hu r watchin us can move about so wad for care bout them. stupid mr lee. i tink he wan ppl 2 faint den he happi izzit. wah lao. if i noe tat he drive a car den i will go n destroy his car man. i dun care liaoz. muahahahaha....
I ate bananas at2:14 AM
Saturday, August 07, 2004
Haiz... 2dae celebration of national dae. but a sad dae 4 mi. wad a happi dae. but i end up sad sad wan. haiz... mi now no feelin well. so c ya. hope u enjoy ur national dae celebration. dun end up like mi.
I ate bananas at8:53 AM
Friday, August 06, 2004
My feelin now veri nervous bcuz 2molo iz e parade. We oni got a little 2 train lor. Scared tat will faint. remember tat time my friend faint. so funni. but hor scared tat i will faint too. juz hope tat i can tahan till end of parade. haiz. veri nervous now. scared tat we will make mistake. coz we oni hav a little time to train oni lez. juz hope tat we can do a good job lor.
I ate bananas at10:17 AM
Thursday, August 05, 2004
Haiz. Dunno how 2 do my compo. Wonder wad kind of english teacher iz he man. Give us such a difficult homework. Wah Lao. Haiz. I need help here man.
I ate bananas at10:41 AM
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
Feeling now iz veri loneli n sad. wad happen? sumthing realli bad happen. haiz. wonder where iz my Jie now. realli miss her man. juz feel like killin myself now. but dunno y. keep havin tiz feelin wen i m down. haiz. so sad. i keep a promise liaoz. will disappear frm her 4 a while oni. wait till things r better den i go meet her. feelin realli guilty man. i dunno wad hav i done 2 make myself ended like tiz 2dae. i see wendy so happi but mi not. wanna kill myself oso kannt. haiz. a promise iz a promise. kannt be broken. i promise alot of ppl liaoz leiz. haiz. realli need 2 go n face 2 wall or tok 2 myself. juz hope tat things will get better for mi man. things aint gettin better 4 mi. they r gettin worst. neber mind. i will need 2 endure it.
I ate bananas at6:00 AM
Monday, August 02, 2004
Hi there, first timer here, hope u all can duo duo zi jia. Actualli create tiz 4 fun. haha. crazi rite. but mi sure got alot of things 2 write wan. iz juz tat dunno how 2 rite out ar. feelin troubled now a daes dunno y. mayb coz of studies. or other thingy. but juz happi tat national dae iz here. n will be in parade 4 those hu noe mi well will noe wad m i saein. haha. feel like goin out n play bowlin wanna. hope 2 see more of my friends will join tiz too.
I ate bananas at7:56 AM