Monday, November 27, 2006
todae got sj meeting .. haix .. its like we are doin eveithing all over again .. lolx .. n we are like left wid veri little time left lorx .. everithing ish still not done lorx .. haix .. den after tat we think of group cheer .. i got some but den i cant remember .. but wen i see the thing i noe liaox .. haha .. ok den after tat i go meet moi friens .. den we go walk walk awhile wanna buy things mah .. den go liaox .. veri fast .. den after tat talk wid moi parent lorx .. muz be close got anithing oso muz tell hehe .. i veri good wan .. ok lah nth to write liaox .. bb
I ate bananas at10:49 PM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
haix .. todae actualli wanna go play volley de .. but den dad at home so cant .. den horx ... yesterdae nite was talkin on e phone .. again .. i dunno did i put down e phone or wad .. lolx .. i oso dun even noe wad i doin lah .. its like i wake up suddenli at 5.45 den i tink oh shit was i talkin on e phone ?? lolx .. dun realli remember tat happen in e nite conversation .. lolx .. haix .. feelin a gap in between them liaox .. like they kind of like haix .. but moi parent juz dun understand us .. argh ... how can i go out todae ?? haix ... juz dunno wad to do .. haix .. wad can i do ??? moi parent dun understand mi .. n i oso dunno how to communicate wid them i juz admire moi friends .. they can go out .. haix ... mi leix ... oso dunno whether can go sec 5 mah ... haix ... mayb worst come to e worst got ite lorx .. n i will make sure i wont get influence .. n study real hard n go poly .. its ok .. i dun mind takin e long route .. haix .. gtg ..
I ate bananas at1:19 PM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
haix .. i really dunno wad to sae ... juz hav a feelin like i m been left out like tat .. haix ... they got so mani things neber tell mi lorx .. n sometime they wanna sae in front of mi .. n wen i ask they dun wanna tell mi ... wth lorx ... haix ... juz feel cheated .. e feelin ish back .. haix .. wth .. dunno wad to do now .. i hav to do e things liaox .. argh .. realli dunno wad to do .. haix ... i hav been draggin it for veri long liaox .. lolx ... haha .. ok lah shall stop here .. bb ...
I ate bananas at10:59 PM
long time neber update liaox ... lots of things happen ... haix .. i juz dunno wad to sae lah ... haix ... i love them so much but i dunno how to tell them .. i dun even now how to show it to them ... haix ...
I ate bananas at2:18 PM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
haix .. din really enjoy moi dae ... haix ... so sad lorx ... haix ... sianx lah ... sick .. argh .... coughin like hell ...
I ate bananas at9:32 PM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
ARGH ... mood todae ish damn fuck lah ... sick .. block nose .. dun dare to fall out .. argh ... in e lecture room ... keep sneezing ... till ppl bside mi got e virus lorx ... sorrie gals ... haha ... din wan it but dunno y it come ... argh .. i now still havin block lah .. cannt breathe damn e argh .. den throat itchy but dun dare to cough .. haix ... i m feelin veri cold now .. so wont be typin so much ... argh ... moi hands are cold ... everithing ish cold .. argh .. i shall stop here .. if not i die .. cannt breathe n cold like hell sia ...
I ate bananas at7:48 PM
Saturday, November 11, 2006
haix ... now listenin to e theme song for e nco course .. try to be familiar wid e song .. hehe ... but got one sad thing dunno whether wanna take e money frm moi mother not ... coz kind of like cold war ... den after tat dun dare to take money .. haix .. ish either i pay den no money to eat or i pay next week .. haix .. wanna go visit moi grandmother wan .. miss her lorx ... argh ... todae nth happen .. juz stay at home n play com .. tats all ...
I ate bananas at9:43 PM
its goin to be one week since they talk to mi ... haix .. even though i hav been goin out till late at nite but actualli not realli late lah .. talk on e phone till late .. oni yesterdae nia .. e rest of e dae halfwae sleep liaox ... n watch tv till late .. oso oni yesterdae nia .. coz yesterdae go show to watch mah ... haix .. i really dunno wad to do to make them talk to mi liaox .. i noe tat i m at fault tat i neber talk to them about wad i m tinkin .. but its like wen i talk they will understand meh .. i m always at wrong .. no matter wad happen ... i neber got e rite ... haix ..
yesterdae .. i went to see one of moi best friend pass out parade ... its so cool norx ... haha .. she ish now nco liaox .. congrats .. lolx .. den after tat we went to moi galfriend house downstairs ... lolx .. end up ask her pay lolx .. but not all lah .. coz some i pay den some edward pay .. lolx ... den after tat we went to e oepn space there n eat .. lolx .. we were having so much fun .. hehe ... den after tat go home .. reach home .. watch tv .. den after tat talk on e phone till 3 plus den after tat jiu sleep liaox .. no i stare at e ceiling for a while den sleep liaox ...
todae dun seems like a saturdae to mi .. haix ... no more money ... argh ...
tats all folks ..
I ate bananas at2:02 PM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
haix ... cold war ... haix .. y izzit tat i m e one tat cause unhappiness to eu ??? i wanted to sae how i feel but i juz dun dare .. eu noe .. haix .. i m timid n useless ... cant do good things .. i m not like mei mei veri good in studies .. i mayb in ite .. n not in sc 5 .. coz i noe i cannt cope wid sec 5 de .. haix .. i hav type all i wanted to sae here .. but do eu noe how much i wanted eu to trust mi .. i hav watch so mani touchin movie .. but wad e hell come to moi mind .. ish always cold war wid eu all .. y e hell m i in this world n make eu all unhappy .. i may not find moi happiness ... ppl can go out .. but wad i do .. stay at home .. study .. eu tink i will study ?? eu are wrong .. i dun .. i m so useless .. i cant study .. i tink ite mayb e best choice for mi .. everidae come home muz fake a smile go out oso muz fake a smile n tinkin of explanation .. i m so old .. yet i stil hav to be home so earli .. n cant hav moi own freedom .. goin out .. i m stupid .. i cant study .. wen i was young .. wen i see ppl can go out late .. i always wish i could wen i grow older .. but now wen i m at their age .. i cant .. i m like still playin hide n seek .. wad e hell ish happen ... seein ppl hangin outside till late ... n mi leix ... everitime i feel like cyin .. i cant .. i see moi peers enjoyin themself .. nt worryin their parent will scold them ... but mi .. being e oldest .. hav to be home so earli .. haix .. i cant study .. i m useless .. i cant help it .. i m so confused now .. no matter wad happen .. i m always in e wrong .. i may not be e worst .. but e prob ish .. neber mind .. no bodi will inderstand how i feel .. sometimes i realli feel like cryin .. but i juz dun wanna let moi peers noe tat i m sad .. n havin famili probs .. still sae wad i go out neber tell .. eu tink i tell liaox eu will let mi go out meh ?? haix ... wen can i be happy ??? i m such a useless n naughty daughter ... haix ... cold war ish wad moi parent noe how to give mi .. haix ... i always envy ppl around mi ... this ish wad i advise eu all treasure while eu can ... dun wait till eu lost liaox den eu regret ... haix .. i will b strong no matter wad happen ... haix ..
tats all folk ...
I ate bananas at1:35 PM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
yoz ... long time no blog liaox .. hehe ... sianx lah ... this few daes so sianx lorx ... ever since e step ahead lesson damn boring ... haix .. but last few daes veri good lah .. coz mr chua let us go earli .. hehe .. so happy .. but got one sad things .. coz hawker close down for renovation .. haish so sad .. lol ... but heng ar .. oni a few daes mah ... so can tahan .. n oso can go home earli .. lol .. so cool huh .. lol ... so happy sia ...
ok .. so last thurs mi n two of moi gal friend wen to pierce our third hole ... lol ... so cool lorx ... everibodi was like wanna pierce but dun dare .. so they all ask mi go first .. at first like scared scare like tat .. but after tat took e courage to go .. hehe .. n i did it .. hehe ... lol .. finally got e guard to go pierce .. lol ...
ok .. next updae on NCO course ... no bad ... better den last yr moi batch de ... lol ... at least still got ppl tat ish willin to take mi in ... except mi ... lol .. its kind of slack too ... lol .. big bear ish e discipline .. hehe .. realli respect .. they all deserve moi respect ... lol .. clap .. haha ... n they allow mi to b e chairman .. lol .. i will now devote all moi time on st john liaox ... coz i realli wanna excel ... e end of this course i realli wanna lead moi corp well n excel in wad ever i do ... so tat i can pass down moi leadership to moi junior ... n i realli wanna devote all moi time on st john ... n make sure tat st john will be better ... hehe ... this course ish like slackin abit but of coz we oso cannt be too over board lah ... lol .. ok ...
next ... yesterdae actualli wanna go escape de ... but den escape close ... wth lorx ... haha ... den after tat they actualli wanna go zoo de .. i was like wth lorx ... so far .. dun feel like goin ... den after tat we go marina to eat ... den after tat while eating something funny happen .. lol .. den we went to play bowlin ... den mi n edward go play bowling ... coz oni we two can go .. hehe .. den after tat we went to find renzo ... new friend make .. lol ... veri friendli ... actualli wanna play pool de .. but bukit timah there either renovation or under 16 cannt go .. lol .. den after tat we go to queenstown e country club there to play .. lol under 16 can go in .. so i play one game ... all ish opponent end game de ... lol ... so funny lotx .. den after tat ... mi pei avril to go wait for taxi .. there veri eerie cannt let her alone go ... lol .. see i good .. hehe .. juz dun wan her to be sad tats all ... i treat eu good ish coz eu are moi best friend, best sister, n best galfriend ... hehe ... ok ...
next ish todae ... lol .. sneak out of e house go bugis meet e rest .. took neo print .. den walk walk .. den after tat pei michelle go home ... den we go home liaox ... actualli wanna pei avril go imm den go home de .. den after tat got bus den i go take lah .. haha .. half wae i go down den go e other bus stop den go take e bus wid them lorx .. haha ... den after cal moi ah ma .. chat wid her a while .. hehe ... lol .. realli miss her .. wonder if she go liaox hu will be caring for mi ... haha .. i will treasure her .. lol ... i will not go bad .. n will study hard to earn more money to give her .. i realli love her .. hehe ... ok lah long enough liaox mah ... lol ... shall play audi liaox .. realli adicted to audi .. haha ... gtg ...
tats all folks ...
I ate bananas at7:03 PM
