okie..i seriously hav no mood to blog...this blog ish juz all about wad i wan to say...but i juz dunno how to put it into words...i m turnin into negative self again...wonder wen ish the day i can breakfree...do wadever i wan and get money...i seriously dunno y i havin this kind of feelin...other ppl let them go out...and for mi...haix...i noe there are ppl worst den mi..but i juz dunno y...i should feel more fortunate...but i juz cant sometimes...sometimes i juz dun feel in a complete family...its like we hardly get times together...and we hardly go out together...i wan to b happy and hav a good family where all the problem can b solve..i juz dunno y i think this wae...cant get the right feelin out of mi...i feel like so left out...and i am tryin to blend in...i feel like breakin down...i dun give a damn about my life animore...there ish juz something wrong wid mi...i cant get everithing right...not even one thing...i juz dunno...wan to concentrade on my studies...but i end up playin around...i juz cant concentrade...i am juz so bad...i juz gone frm bad to worst...i am juz the way i am..bad naughty do bad things...haha..no wae i could change myself...haix...thats sad...i juz dunno wad to say alreadi...this ish the post of wad i am thinkin...should b more...but juz could not write down...gtg...




okie...yesterdae lazy wan to blog..bcoz come home alreadi veri tired...haha...aniwae ya...yesterdae afternoon went out wid avril and yq...den after go shopping den shop for birthday cum christmas present...den after that go makan den i go off le...bcoz need to b home...den after that eat slack at home...den at nite about 11 go to orchard to countdown...haha...den as usual lah...play wid spray and stuff...den after that ask mother go buy breezer den three bottle den we 5 ppl drink...got something veri funny...wen tryin to open the bottle that time...haha...brake the top of the bottle...wasted alot of water...nvm...den after that about 2 plus am went home le...den after that bahte and sleep...today wake up pack things...den at nite eat steam boat...den sis ask friend to come...den they chatted and went off...den we pack...and here i am blogging...haha...been thinkin alot this few days...next yr gonna chiong...gonna b top student...cannt slack animore...den oni hols den go out...den gonna save more money so that next yr can go on shopping spree wid avril...and oso my crumpler bag...hehe...decided to save up the money so that wen go out that tmie no need to ask frm mum...haha...aniwae gonna stop here...here i wish everibodi a merry christmas and a happy new yr...hope eu all recieve alot of things...hehe...gd nite...




today nth to do...go out boring...haha...so boring...dunno wad to do..wan to go out but no money...sianx...today dun hav the chance to fag...oso dunno wen will b the next time i goin to fag...haha...juz hope my results goin to b good...scared results drop...haix...next yr goin to study harder alreadi...cannt skip class unless needed...sianx...dunno tomolo wan to do wad...haix...boring ar...wan to fag..can some one provide mi stick...haha...lolx...jkjk...okie lah...i wan to go do dunno wad le..update tomolo...or mayb another day...bb...




wow...its been 1234567890 yrs since i blog...lolx..juz one week oni...haha...aniwae ya...shall blog about wad happen this week...

Monday
woke up like about 12..use com awhile...den go off le...go to mabel house...fag fag a little...den after that go sch...had grading...and this ish the worst gradin ever...hope i can pass and get double...den after that chatted wid my karate friends about the bbq the next day...den about 7 plus den leave the sch...by the time i reach home its about 9 plus...den i use the com and went to sleep...lazy to update...haha...

Tuesday
woke up veri early in the morning...went to help my mother...den after that at about 2 plus wen home to get ready for the karate bbq...den suppose to meet justin at 4 at redhill mrt station to fag de...but den in the end he came late...end up ish mi and jonathan wait for him...haha..den after that suppose to meet ppl in the train...oso due to justin meet the cousin...miss them...so we are the laterest to reach...okie...after reachin bought them to east coast park...den we settle down...den mi and jonathan wen to rent bike den cycle to ntuc to buy things..den after that our bbq begins...manage to phsyco juztin to stay overnite...and oso kerlyn to come and join us...aniwae i feel so bad bcoz i dunno she ish sick...so ya...den after that karate teacher came...sit and while she was there i went emo wid justin and jonathan...fag oso...den after that teacher go oni i take out and fag...haha...that day total got 3 box...but one box finish...share among all the fagger...haha...den stay overnite...played game emo-ed too...den morning alreadi i am still alive...like awake...den return bike...lucky rent the bike at another stall bcoz at 9 its alreadi open..not like e other one...still haven open...haha...den took bus to tiong... and change 63 home...

Wednesday
sleep the whole day...bcoz more den 24 hours of not sleeping...den at nite wake up eat dinner...den after that use com awhile...den go sleep alreadi...

Thursday
woke up early wen to help mother den after that go home eat...nth much actually...

Friday
woke up early help mi mother oso...haha...den after that went off early..bcoz got christmas party...really veri funny..bcoz its like dunno wad to say lah..b4 goin there we went to shop at pasar malam...saw things i wan to buy..should b buyin it this wed b4 i go chalet...hehe..nth much to say oso...

Today
wake up early oso..but sleep oso..den nth to do...i suddenly thinkin of alot of things...i wan to buy...but no money...think i goin to take money frm grandmother alreadi...haix...end here..veri long post...c ya...




hey hey..haven been bloggin ar...naughty mi...haha...okie..enough of craps...haha...hmm...lets start wid fri...wake up...went to grandmother house...den after that go orchard den went shopping...but could not find things we wan...den after that go eat mac den home sweet home...okie...den sat stay at home and stone...nth to do...haha...den today gonna stay at home and stone again...haha...okie..now gonna think wad should i get for mi sis...juz cant think of anithing...haha...nvm...wen i hav money first thing i will go shop for things for mi sis...hehe..den after that goin to shop for avril too...hehe...den i oso dunno wad to buy...veri lousy at choosin things for ppl...haha..okie...gonna crack mi head for the things to buy...hehe...and i got a busy weeks ahead...haha..c ya...




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okie...i m back frm camp...haha..its super fun...although the camp ish short...but i guess my team bonded together...haha...still waitin for the photos...haha...so lets start wid first day...all of us meet at dover mrt..haha...den mark attendance den after that get up the bus and we are heading to our campsite...haha...okie..reach the campsite settle down...had some lesson..almost fall asleep as it was kind of boring...haha..den we had lunch and we go back to our rooms...they were so kind that we are been group according to our schools...haha...so cool man...lolx...den after that wen back to the hall and continue our activity...ahah..okie...den after that we continue our dinner...den its otot...so we decided to order pizza to come at 9.30pm so that at nite we can eat...haha...after orderin.. i went fo my group meetin...was late..and so we went to this guys room...its like wow...so cool...haha...so big and i bet its veri cool man...haha...so after that at 10pm go back to our rooms...and the pizza feast begins....haha...lolx...this is the first time i order pizza durin the camp...and actually fag in the rooms too...haha...okie..den second day..morning dun feel like wakin up..bcoz veri nice to sleep..haha..so prepare den after that wake my other rommie up...was the second to wake up..haha...den after that get ready...tot was late..but we are not the latest...haha...and so had our breakfast...and den shifted our stuff to the hall and den continue wid our activities...haha...i wonder ish this a leadership camp or wad sia..bcoz its super slacking...haha..but we had fun..took alot of pics...for the first time...haha...aniwae ya...after i came back frm camp..and after dinner...i slept for more then 12 hours...haha...today about 12 plus den wake up...lolx...den after that now i m here blogging...later goin for karate training...haha...okie lah gtg..bb...




okie...sorrie for not postin..bcoz i was not at sg...haha...okie sat set off veri earli in the mornin...den after that went to meet up wid uncle and family...den off we go to genting...woohooo...was very happy...bcoz we are goin wid such a big group...and its fun...haha...so after long hours in the bus...we reach genting...was so excited about the outdoor theme park...den after that settle down...check in hotels...wah...first world hotel ish damn freakin small can...haha...and the view ish so the pathetic...haha...so went to hav dinner...den off to the indoor theme park...so played everithing once...except for the bumper car...bcoz its fun...haha...my cousin was my passenger as she ish too young...so after that we went to hav supper...and off to the room we go...haha...den after that settle down...mi mum, sis, my maid,and my uncles maid went to go walk around the whole indoor theme park..haha..den wen to play one round of the bumper car...its so cool at nite..bcoz got the song...den after that off back to out hotel rooms...next mornin wake up...go eat breakfast...den after that go walk see the outdoor theme park...but in the end oso cannt play...haha...den after that wen back to indoor...den as usual queue up for the bumper car...haha...play quite a number of round b4 goin off...haha...den go hav lunch...den pack up...den off i came back to sg...while in the bus i actually cried..bcoz i was sad to leave the area..haha..den after that back to sg...wah lao..waited half and hour juz bcoz of the taxi..damn sia..den after that reach home..bahte and sleep...today wake up eat breakfast and go sch for exam...today exam confirm fail..bcoz got alot tikum wan...den after that ate pizza...den went to grandlink..played pool...daytona and com...haha...so funny sia...den after home sweet home...den now after bloggin need to pack for camp tomolo...haha...okie lah...gtg...bb...




okie...today nth to do...slack at home..mornin wen to sch to key in the stupid edusave thing...den after that follow father and grandmother go temple pray...den after that go home...den slack...go out den come back...pack my stuff..getting readi for the genting trip...and too my dear cadets out there at camp...jia you for the camp...do well worx...enjoy...hehe...okie lah..nth to blog liaox..gd nite...




okie..here to blog again...today din do much except for sleeping...haha..din really study..bcoz i dun even understand the chapter well...go sch for revision..but den the teacher alreadi teach half wae...haha..den dunno halfway lesson go out...slack...wid friends..den go back class again...haha..boring overall..that was yesterdae...today my time ish spend at hoime..home=boring...exam=stress...all the high expectation and stuff...haha...




hey hey...haha...cousin at mi house now..haha..not goin to blog much..haha..veri lazy wn to blog in detail..haha..slowly wait lorx...haha...




hey hey..today went to sch at 10 plus...bcoz exam...and its our sch hols too...haha...one paper down one more to go...haha...tomolo goin sch for the revision..haha...bcoz wan to pass so hav to go lorx...all wearin home clothes and goin at 9...haha...8 so earli...hu will wan to go..of coz go at 9 lah..haha...can wake up late wad...lolx...aniwae ya...cant do mi revision now as my book is in sch...haha...so goin to do tomolo...today ish juz plain slackin...haha...okie...gtg...gd nite...




okie..today went to ECP wid mi gals...haha...din really hav fun..bcoz was teachin mi friend how to ride a bike...i was like feeling so terrible bcoz of the flu and cough...and i was like tryin to entertain myself lah...lolx...so ya...tomolo ish my exam...and i m tryin to make my memory work..but it dun seems to work...wonderin y...haha..think tomolo i will die sia...lolx...so boring...i juz wish that i understand wad the hell teacher is talkin about...damn..haix...dunno lah...damn confused now sia..lolx...




din blog since fri..bcoz mi house painting...veri messy...down wid flu..due to the environment...two daes...flu veri jia lat...cant even breath properly...sneezing...veri terrible...com change position..abit veri funny...so ya...yesterdae cant sleep due to the flu...force miself to sleep...now mi nose is so pain and red...haha...cant wait till tomolo..feel guilty too...bcoz i dunno whether to take money frm mi mum not but she seems busy...den dunno how to open mi mouth to ask for money too...think i need to borrow frm either mi sis or mi maid...hope mi flu will b fine by then...haha...okie lah..dun wan to blog alreadi..veri tired..and mi nose veri pain...i m rudoff the red nose rain deer...haha....shall log off...gd nite ppl...