okie .. now .. mi whole body is aching .. i oso dunno y .. bcoz too much trainin or wad lorx .. mi leg now is injured .. but nvm coz competition is comin .. so yeah .. hav to train lorx .. thurs trainin was like shit like that .. trainin like there is no tomolo .. den fri i relax .. bcoz muscle ache alreadi .. cant help it .. but den after tinkin .. i dun care alreadi .. hav to train real hard lah .. bcoz competition is near .. actualli i dun wanna join competition wan . bcoz my injured leg still haven recover yet .. n my knee hurts horx .. but after tinkin its no harm join to gain experience .. its okie if i lose .. but at least i got the experience .. n try to inprove myself lah .. so now i hav to train real hard .. damn hard .. train like there is no tomolo .. dun care all the pain that i get .. improvement is more important den mi health .. yeah .. i dun care anithing alreadi .. as long as i make the improvement n do wad i learn n apply it on the competition .. damn .. actualli sae until competition i will scare sia .. scare something will happen .. but its okie .. its worth wid all the trainin .. i muz do it .. no matter wad happen i will sure do it .. muahahah .. thats all folk ..




okie .. this few daes keep skippin lesson due the cca thingy .. so i din manage to get enough sleep .. was so not myself todae lah .. haix .. wad the hell m i doin sia .. dun even noe lorx .. i m like so not myself lah .. todae trainin i veri the dunno wad i doin .. injured myself .. but i still wanna play .. i juz dunno wad the hell i m tinkin .. mind so blank .. now i m full of injury .. n i m so happy .. haha .. bcoz i hav alreadi to eu my mind is blank .. okie lah .. i needa go n rest now .. bb ..thats all folk ..




okie .. here i m to blog .. hehe .. i m damn the tired lah .. i not enough sleep sia .. sianx .. this whole week skip lesson .. bcoz got orientation thingy so a bit busy .. okie .. n i dun give a damn la .. next week den start lorx .. lolx .. i dun care .. haha .. this post shall b short bcoz i wanna fall asleep liaox .. hehe .. thats all folk ..




haix .. nvr update since fri i tink .. bcoz com kanna keep .. n moi desktop todae den okie .. so yup .. now got the desktop done liaox so can come back n blog liaox .. hehe .. okie fri was speech dae .. left house earli to go celebrate AVRIL LIM'S bdae .. hehe .. some thing happen wen i reach there .. yeah .. not realli sure wad happen .. so yup .. den after that went to wk house to cut the cake n eat n play vb .. lolx .. i was soak wet .. haha .. y bcoz it was rainin .. tot no parade .. end up the rain stop .. so yup .. den after that was parade .. parade was so fast .. this yr feel weird not in parade .. i miss the foot drill .. lolx .. so yeah .. den after that was concert .. a bit boring .. haha .. but den overall still okie lah .. den after that went out wid band ppl .. depart frm hawker .. ed n avril went to look for avril's mum .. mi acc wk to red hill .. lolx .. okie .. den after that went home found parents not at home .. so happy watch tv .. den sleep .. sat wake up .. play laptop .. den after that went to bugis meet ed they all .. after that dad come fetch mi .. den at nite watch tv .. bcoz nth to do liaox .. haha .. lolx .. den after that go sleep .. todae slack at home lorx .. tomolo sch open alreadi sia .. i not excited about that .. i m juz excited about the performance .. lolxc .. okie lah .. shalls top here .. tomolo blog again .. thats all folks ..




okie here to blog again .. todae went back to sch to do the story tellin things .. den after that went back to sec sch .. tot no 2.4km end up hav .. den after that i went out wid edward they all den they come moi house play majong .. den after that kanna caught .. den faster keep .. den they went home .. den i go do moi things le .. den here i m bloggin .. wadever i do is not right de .. eu treat her better den mi .. eu are tellin mi everithing .. i go out i dun ask money frm eu .. i save mi money .. i got so mani things to do .. loads of things comin .. i realli dunno whether i still can take it or nt lorx .. haix .. bad memories keep flashing thru my mind .. i oso dunno y .. i tink if i get bad results i can get lost liaox .. mother expectation veri high .. holidae oso cannt go out .. haix .. i cant imagine if i get bad results sia .. so wad if i try my best ?? mother will sae i nvr try my best all sort of thingy lah .. mental stress .. y now a daes teen got mental stress .. bcoz parents always wan e best out of them .. n wad if they cant achive it .. i noe its all for our own good .. but den haix .. wad can we do ? go mental hospital lorx .. i always think that i m useless .. idiot .. all that lah .. haix .. but i always try to make myself to look on the bright side of the world .. wad i can do to make myself better .. i tink all this too much oso bad for health .. soon .. mental hospital is next home for mi .. haix .. okie lah .. enough of my sad story le .. thats all folks ..




okie .. long dae todae .. hehe .. i had fun .. even though i actualli cried durin the trainin .. but really i feel much more better .. hehe .. first thing of the dae .. we had rehearsal .. hehe .. den after that had lunch break .. we were like havin so much fun lah .. hehe .. the SC ppl were like dressing the guys into the gals .. haha .. so funny .. but b4 that three of us gal were like piling on each other .. haha .. so much fun lah .. poor mabel .. she is always on the bottom .. haha .. mi n another gal pile up on her .. haha .. so we were laughin like no one's business .. lolx .. next was trainin .. i keep forgetin the move sia .. nvm i shall slowli remember the move .. one dae i will get the kata done .. hehe .. slowli at a time .. haha .. really need time to remember the kata .. haha .. but i will try my best de .. hehe .. den after trainin we were plannin to water boom jian jie as he is leaving for NS .. so we bid farewell .. instead another person was wet .. haha .. so poor thing .. lolx .. den after that we went off to eat .. was deciding wad to eat .. so end up go thai express .. wah was having so much fun oso lorx .. at there .. lolx .. so spicy sia .. lolx .. den after that we went ton one martial arts stall .. so funny lorx .. we were having so much fun .. laughin like no body business sia .. haha .. so after that i bid gd bye as i hav to go home .. n mel follow mi .. hehe .. thanx jie man .. hehe .. she really teach mi alot sia .. lolx .. hehe .. okie lah .. shall update till here .. wanna sleep alreadi .. cannt take it le .. gd nite .. thats all folks ..




okie .. i m here blogging .. i realli duno wad to do .. should i go to malaysia ? i oso dunno .. but i dun wanna let moi father alone in sg leix .. i dun wan him to feel alone .. i m so the confused lah .. den horx .. tomolo ish like at nite wanna go eat steam boat de .. but den haix .. see mother come back black face i oso dunno how lah .. dun dare to ask moi mother .. wth m i goin to do .. if i go malaysia means i hav a high chance of failing .. but den i oso dunno wad to do leix .. i m juz plain confused .. there is so many things happenin at the same time .. sometimes i see moi mother like that i feel like cryin .. n i really wanna so something to help her .. but there is nth i can do to help her .. i m such a bad gal .. i really give her alot of problem .. i dunno how to sae .. i created so mani problem .. i wanna cry le lah .. i dun even dare to ask her for moi lunch money lorx .. wad shall i do .. i cant do anithing to harm moiself .. bcoz no use harmin .. i realli dunno how to do .. n wad to do .. i m tryin to tink a wae out .. haix .. I M SO CONFUSED .. n i keep injurin moiself .. i oso dunno y .. wat the hell ish happenin in mi .. haix .. do i deserve all the pain that i m having now ? or wad ? okie lah .. i shall stop here .. thats all folk ..




okie ..i got a feelin that i fractured my wrist .. but i m not goin to tell ani one .. bcoz i know they wont do anithing .. i m goin to use wad i learn to make moi wrist recover .. i hav got alot of injuries .. be in karate is not easy .. i like everidae kanna punch and kick .. kanna bully .. so sad .. lolx .. okie i shall not type much as moi right wrist cant move much .. it hurts wen i move horx .. so yup i gonna stop here so that i can go n rest .. hehe .. till here ..




hey .. its moi bdae todae .. haha .. this yr not much celebration .. veri boring .. haha .. boring dae .. lolx .. did nth much .. todae went out to eat wid avril n gang .. den after that went to commonwealth running track wid didi to watch them run 2.4 .. after that did a bit of duty .. really disappointed wid them man .. den after that wen to mac wid didi n friends .. eat some things .. den wen home eat n did nth n here m i bloggin .. lolx .. wad a boring bdae .. muahahah .. oni veri few ppl remember moi bdae .. haha .. n veri surprise some ppl noe moi bdae .. so ya .. happy that some ppl remember moi bdae .. muahahaha .. okie lah .. i dunno wad to type liaox .. haha .. gd nite ..