will dream come true?haha..
bcoz i dream that i went into ngee ann poly...haha..
i really hope that i will go to that poly lah..
coz its near and got alot of friends in there...
and oso got karate there..haha..damn cool...
okie shall stop here..haha..




been down for this few days...
had been like at home for quite sometimes...
wanna go out...
wad is this man...i goin to 19 liaox...
this cannt do that cannt do..
here dangerous there dangerous...
other ppl can stay up late..mi leix.
just a while oni nag and nag and nag...
yesterday coz wen out a bit late nia...
like thta oso angry...
wad is this man...ppl younger den mi go home damn late oso parent nvr say anithing..
wad is those stupid rules man...
i will nvr understand..
i am in my own world now...
no ppl understands mi...
its super difficult to fake a smile eu noe...
i try i enjoy wadever i hav now...
holiday wan work eu dun allow..okie nvm..
i slack at home...been nice of mi i nvr go out veri often...
and even if i had i wont take money frm eu taht often...
hai...there are mani place i wan go..but eu will nvr approve...
its veri diff to lie eu noe...
tell eu the truth eu angry...
tell eu where am i eu come pick mi up..and i will nvr enjoy myself...
there are no more tears for mi to shed liaox...
eu nvr once understand us...
eu keep busy wid ur things..
wen will eu understand us...
sometimes i really envy my sis...
she is now in jc...wad about mi...
oso dunno whether poly will accept mi or nt...
you nvr once approve my choice...
i go here eu angry...
join competition eu all oso not happy..
go trainin eu all oso not happy...
wad is wrong...
i think mani ppl are say i am mummys gal...
bullshit...
i nvr do well in my studies...same goes to my outside activities...
wad the hell am i???
eu all nvr once approve my decision...
i won medals...are you all happy???i dun think so...
all eu ppl noe is studies studies...
is studies really that impt...
so wad it is...
i am not study type of ppl..
eu think i dun wan study...
i feel really bad eu noe...
its like...go out oso muz think...
wait go out late eu all not happy...
go here oso not happy...
go there oso not happy...
wad is this???
its hard to fake nth hav happen b4..
really super down these days...
so if eu see mi happy thats all fake...
i am nvr a good gal...
enough of my ranting...so sorry ppl..but i guess no ppl will read it lah...
bb...




yoyo..here to blog...
haix..father is in hospital...
i dunno wad to do...
its like veri sudden again...
i really dunno wad to do...
ai ya...this blog for mi to rant rite..
i just write wad i feel lorx...
coz i dun think ppl will always come here and read wad...
i am no body...
who will care man...
back injured..ppl ask wad happen wid the AGAIN at the back or in the middle...
and will say y i veri accident prone...
haix...not even a word of care...
haix...i really dunno who is carin lorx...
i oni noe my family is caring...
and i decided not to touch cig again...but wid certain friends of coz i will luh...haha...
i really dunno y i am feel down this few days...
i really wonder y...
and one thing i hope i can go to poly luh..bcoz its like..my life...
if i nvr go poly...i can die alreadi...
haix...wad to do..
my results sucks...
just hope i can go poly thats all...
all i wan is poly and my father to recover...
haix.....wad a lousy life....
okie shall stop rantin here....




yoyo...here to blog...
sad news i think i injured my back...
damn pain can...cant do much things...
haix...
ppl askin mi go back trainin...
but now wid my back injury...
how to go back...
sianx...y do i keep injurin myself...
i actually felt a snap wen i was carryin something..
oh man...back injury...
dun feel like goin to the doc..bcoz no money...
dun feel like lettin ppl noe too...
haix...who will understand my pain...
sad...
monkey sign off...




yoyo...here to blog..aha...
okie..first i wan to say i went to take out my 2 teeth liaox...
experience suck..haha..
den on tues went to take out stitches...
den after that went out wid my usual gang...haha...
den go home slack..
yesterdae is the day...officially graduated frm ite...haha..
so happy lah although the ceremony a bit boring...but still i enjoy myself..
oni certain ppl noe wad i am talkin about..hha..
den after that makan..den take pics..den go home...
woohooo..yesterdae i ride home frm my sch...with my mother pillion...
so cool can...ah ha...
and i am still hoping to get a bike of my own so taht i can go around...
sad lah...coz i gonna miss my firned if we nvr meet up and go out..haha...
okie..gtg..i wanna dream for my bike...ah ha...




yoyo...
i noe veri long nvr update alreadi...haha...
busy plus lazy to update..
today i will do mass update i guess...ahha...

25th january 2009
this day is non other den new yr eve...
so reunion dinner is a must...
ahah...okie den went to this restaurant...
saw my karate friend...workin there...
ah ha...super funny lah...
okie after finish went to granmother house...
den after that slack lorx...den go home watch this watch that den go sleep...haha...

26th january 2009
first day of cny...obviously its ang bao collecting time luh...
haha...happiest day of my life man...
haha...go here go there...go everiwhere...
den after that go home pack bag sleep...

27th january 2009
second day of cny...ppl still goin around takin ang bao..
but i went to malaysia to take ang bao alreadi..
haha..wake up super early to go and take ang bao...
haha...of coz take the ang bao is malaysia money luh...haha..

28th january 2009
third day of cny...slack whole day at my granmother house...
cant do much too...
take the motor bike dunno how to ride...
bicycle oso dunno can go where...haha...

29th juanury 2009
wake up super early again...just to go to peneng early...
okie wanted to take ferry there...but could not find...
so took the bridge...haha...
go there enjoy...took alot of pics...
haha...veri funny luh...
super enjoyin lah...haha...
haha...den go back use com a while den sleep...haha...

30th january 2009
wake up...slack den after that pack and go take ferry back to main land...
super cool can...den after that go kl...
go kl there found psp so manage to get entertainment lah...haha...
den after that go sleep...

31st january 2009
wake up eat breakfast...
den after that go back pack stuff and off to sg...
haha..manage to reach sg early...
so home pack and sweet dreams..haha...

1st february 2009
wake up slack here and there...
den afternoon...family members plus mother friend come...
den eat steamboat...really eat until full sia...
eat and eat and eat.,...lolx...
den after that gamble...
a bit not good lah...
the fortune...haha...dunno y too...
lolx...

2nd february 2009
woke up..suppose to help mother but end up nvr go help...ah ha...
den after that went to mr leow hse bai nian...
b4 that go rose house bai nian...
den after tat go chalet...wow...damn cool lah...
first time stay over wid them sia...
its super cool...
thats all...

3rd february 2009
manage to catch a few mins of sleeps...
after that wake up play majong...
cool man...
den afte rthat go out walk walk...
den slack...
den they go trainin...i slack in chalet wid raden..
its like our heaven...we smoke in the room oso they dunno...
den watch ip man...
damn cool lah...
den slack...
den after that one more person come we play 3 player majong...
haha..den after that they come back we just slack..
the last day got alot of ghost funny movie...damn funny lah...haha...

4th february 2009
check out...go home...and sleep all the way till the next day...
so basically nth much...

okie i hav done a mass update...happy reading...next monday i am applyin for poly....
and next tues i am goin for op...actually damn scary..bcoz i scared...haha...i dunno lah..its like the way they describe damn scary luh..so now i am goin to prepare myself for the worst...

my plan are if manage to go poly..i will study extra hard...together wid my sis...den after that go university...thats my plan for now...lucky i nvr go to o lvl...coz i noe i wont b able to make it de...haha...

okie thats all for now...bb...