Thursday, February 26, 2009
been down for this few days...
had been like at home for quite sometimes...
wanna go out...
wad is this man...i goin to 19 liaox...
this cannt do that cannt do..
here dangerous there dangerous...
other ppl can stay up late..mi leix.
just a while oni nag and nag and nag...
yesterday coz wen out a bit late nia...
like thta oso angry...
wad is this man...ppl younger den mi go home damn late oso parent nvr say anithing..
wad is those stupid rules man...
i will nvr understand..
i am in my own world now...
no ppl understands mi...
its super difficult to fake a smile eu noe...
i try i enjoy wadever i hav now...
holiday wan work eu dun allow..okie nvm..
i slack at home...been nice of mi i nvr go out veri often...
and even if i had i wont take money frm eu taht often...
hai...there are mani place i wan go..but eu will nvr approve...
its veri diff to lie eu noe...
tell eu the truth eu angry...
tell eu where am i eu come pick mi up..and i will nvr enjoy myself...
there are no more tears for mi to shed liaox...
eu nvr once understand us...
eu keep busy wid ur things..
wen will eu understand us...
sometimes i really envy my sis...
she is now in jc...wad about mi...
oso dunno whether poly will accept mi or nt...
you nvr once approve my choice...
i go here eu angry...
join competition eu all oso not happy..
go trainin eu all oso not happy...
wad is wrong...
i think mani ppl are say i am mummys gal...
bullshit...
i nvr do well in my studies...same goes to my outside activities...
wad the hell am i???
eu all nvr once approve my decision...
i won medals...are you all happy???i dun think so...
all eu ppl noe is studies studies...
is studies really that impt...
so wad it is...
i am not study type of ppl..
eu think i dun wan study...
i feel really bad eu noe...
its like...go out oso muz think...
wait go out late eu all not happy...
go here oso not happy...
go there oso not happy...
wad is this???
its hard to fake nth hav happen b4..
really super down these days...
so if eu see mi happy thats all fake...
i am nvr a good gal...
enough of my ranting...so sorry ppl..but i guess no ppl will read it lah...
bb...
I ate bananas at3:10 PM
