Tuesday, January 22, 2008
okie...i am confursed now...i juz cant focus...everitime i enter class ish metal slug time...last yr was cs...but this time ish metal slug...boring sia...theory ish oni borrow psp frm friend and play...this time got less ppl to borrow alreadi...haix...i really dunno wad to do lorx...once i got the money i will give it to my mummy...but y cant i juz work and help mi mother to cut the things..bcoz it make my heart pain to see my mother like that...and wad m i doin...sittin down infront of com and playin it...haix...y cant i juz help her so that her burden ish smaller...haix...now i wan to buy things oso muz thing twice...oni can see ppl wid it but not gettin it myself...so mani things i wan..and yet i cant get it...haix...hmmm...i hav been thinkin negative..everibodi got high expectation on mi...and its really veri stress...i mean its like...everi where got pressure...den my sch work kns...den my classmate i am like driftin apart frm them alreadi...dun really blend in wid them...haix...wad am i goin to do i am like disappointing so mani ppl lah...haix...faggin ish the oni thing i need now...i am juz being so negative...how on earth can i study wid such a fuck up teacher...haix...sianx...i juz dun like my life now...its suck to the core...i hate to see my parent suffer to give the best to us...i wan them to hav a good life too...i am juz so negative...juz too nagetive...forget it...nth can describe how i feel...so ya...thats all i wan to say...bb...
I ate bananas at8:00 PM
