Saturday, December 29, 2007
okie..i seriously hav no mood to blog...this blog ish juz all about wad i wan to say...but i juz dunno how to put it into words...i m turnin into negative self again...wonder wen ish the day i can breakfree...do wadever i wan and get money...i seriously dunno y i havin this kind of feelin...other ppl let them go out...and for mi...haix...i noe there are ppl worst den mi..but i juz dunno y...i should feel more fortunate...but i juz cant sometimes...sometimes i juz dun feel in a complete family...its like we hardly get times together...and we hardly go out together...i wan to b happy and hav a good family where all the problem can b solve..i juz dunno y i think this wae...cant get the right feelin out of mi...i feel like so left out...and i am tryin to blend in...i feel like breakin down...i dun give a damn about my life animore...there ish juz something wrong wid mi...i cant get everithing right...not even one thing...i juz dunno...wan to concentrade on my studies...but i end up playin around...i juz cant concentrade...i am juz so bad...i juz gone frm bad to worst...i am juz the way i am..bad naughty do bad things...haha..no wae i could change myself...haix...thats sad...i juz dunno wad to say alreadi...this ish the post of wad i am thinkin...should b more...but juz could not write down...gtg...
I ate bananas at8:23 PM
