Tuesday, April 10, 2007
okie .. i m here blogging .. i realli duno wad to do .. should i go to malaysia ? i oso dunno .. but i dun wanna let moi father alone in sg leix .. i dun wan him to feel alone .. i m so the confused lah .. den horx .. tomolo ish like at nite wanna go eat steam boat de .. but den haix .. see mother come back black face i oso dunno how lah .. dun dare to ask moi mother .. wth m i goin to do .. if i go malaysia means i hav a high chance of failing .. but den i oso dunno wad to do leix .. i m juz plain confused .. there is so many things happenin at the same time .. sometimes i see moi mother like that i feel like cryin .. n i really wanna so something to help her .. but there is nth i can do to help her .. i m such a bad gal .. i really give her alot of problem .. i dunno how to sae .. i created so mani problem .. i wanna cry le lah .. i dun even dare to ask her for moi lunch money lorx .. wad shall i do .. i cant do anithing to harm moiself .. bcoz no use harmin .. i realli dunno how to do .. n wad to do .. i m tryin to tink a wae out .. haix .. I M SO CONFUSED .. n i keep injurin moiself .. i oso dunno y .. wat the hell ish happenin in mi .. haix .. do i deserve all the pain that i m having now ? or wad ? okie lah .. i shall stop here .. thats all folk ..
I ate bananas at9:17 PM
