Friday, November 25, 2005
haix. there are juz alot of unhappyness around mi. haix. y i keep feelin this wae. haix. so sad. y ish all e bad things happenin to mi. i can stand it animore. i really hen fan liaox. haix. ok i really dunno y ish this feelin comin to mi again. but i realli keep havin this feelin leix. haix.
why? where ish moi happiness? y i need to suffer? haix. shall i wear slipper on sun? haix. ok i noe its all moi fault tat i ended up in this situation. y izzit tat i keep injurin moi leg? y izzit tat i keep fallin ill? i m juz as good as a handicap person. i m juz like one shit. leg injured so long liaox. c doc oso no use liaox. tink realli hav to become a handicap.
i m juz one shit. ok i m juz complainin shit here. i noe tat i m doin wron n y m i juz on e wrong track? haix. guess i will be smokin. i m juz kind of addicted to it lorx. but e prob now ish i dun hav e $$$ to buy hun ki. n i oso seldom go down liaox. haix. miss those time where i play freeli at e bottom of moi house. haha.
i wan to smoke. i m so fan. wo hen fan. i wan hun ki to smoke. can i juz die like tat? i dun wanna leave animore. moi parent are everitime quarrellin because of mi. haix. guess i shal juz leave n dun come back animore. they are juz drivin mi crazy.
i juz dunno how to phrase moi word lorx. i will remember tat i m not e worst one. of coz i noe tat. coz there are ppl worst den mi. but u noe wad i will do when i m pissed off. haha. smoke or do other stuff lorx. haix.
where ish moi kai xin kuo. haha. veri sianx leix. two nites din conference. haix. den talk on e phone oni parent nag nag nag. haix. stop here continu to blog tomolo bah.
c ya.
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