Friday, November 18, 2005
ok i m kind of sad. as there are things happen this few daes. erm. can sae its kinda sad n its all oso moi fault. yesterdae went out whole dae. n at nite i wen out again. izzit really too much. y other ppl can go home so late but mi cant. moi parents are juz driving mi crazy. e feelin for mi now ish kind of sick. juz now walk under e rain. y walk under e rain. because i wanna punnish moiself. i muz stress moiself till mad.
i noe i desserve all this because i make it up wan. but i oso cannt blame wad. everitime i go out oso cannt enjoy. sure like veri scared todae go home late den how ar. haix. y cant i juz go out n enjoy moiself. wen i go out i oso neber take money frm moi mother but den she was like veri angri wid mi lorx. yesterdae even sae things tat hurt mi. it really hurt mi real deep lorx.
i really dunno wad to do lorx. because i m really sick n tired of it liaox. tinkin of it really make mi feel like crying. haix. y cant moi life feel wid fun n laughter? everi nite cry moiself to sleep its really veri xin ku lorx. once again i noe tat are ppl worst den mi but i m not mentally prepared.
haix. y ish ppl leaving n not comin back? there are ppl leavin n not comin back liaox. they hav things to settle. so i really hope tat i can see them again. miss those who go n not comin back again.
ok back to moi boring life. they are so borin tat i really cannt take it liaox lorx. go out oso cannt go wid i peaceful mind. ok lah enough of moi sad sorrows liaox lah. hehe. tomolo got work need to turn in early liaox. blog tomolo bah.
c ya.
I ate bananas at10:07 PM
