Saturday, February 12, 2005
haix why izzit everithing bad things happenin around mi. i hope tat nth will happen to moi grandmother. she ish havin alot of prob n it ish gettin worst. i juz wish tat it will not worsen e condition lorx. i dun wan to be hurt again. frist moi grandfather now moi mother side e grandmother. haix. wad on earth had i done tat make mi wanna suffer. i dun wan another blow liaox haix. moi grandfather make mi no mood for dunno how mani weeks liaox den now moi grandmother. sumore wen moi mother go visit her ish durin moi sec 3 annual camp den i cant see her haix. moi sis can pon ten for dunno how mani daes lorx. juz wish tat nth will happen to moi grandmother lorx i really wish tat she can live till i get married haix y izzit moi family havin alot of prob. like stroke ar high blood pressure. n now heart prob haix. somemore moi grandmother sae wad its time for her to go liaox i really feel like crying now. but i juz cant cry. i dun wan anithing to happen to moi grandmother. i dun wan moi grandmother like moi grandfather die of cancer. somemore now ish chinese new year da ji le shi ar. nth will happen to her wan. i dun wan to cry for dunno how mani daes. especially wen it happen durin moi camp. n it will affect moi mood wan lorx. wen it affects moi mood i will dun eat dun sleep n dun do anithing wan haix. nth wil happen wan. lets pray for it. no i mean i will hab to pray for it. no mood to laugh liaox lah. ahh cant take it animore liaox ar. i dun wan anithing to happen durin moi camp tat time i wan to enjoy it.
I ate bananas at11:15 PM
