Saturday, February 12, 2005
another boring dae. nth to do. m still waitin for somebodi to tok to mi n change mi n oso guide mi along. still haben find one. but i oso hope tat i can find lorx. ppl hu had alreadi turn into a new leaf. coz i need advice frm them y m i in tiz condition now. wad had i done moi previous life. wad did i do wrong tat make mi muz get tiz punishment haix wad izzit tat make mi. everibodi look down on mi so sianx. y m i in tiz condition everibodi dun beleive mi wad m i goin to do. can tat some one tat i m waititin for juz come n rescue mi i realli need ur help. if tiz person come along i realli wil promise him in wad ever he or she ask mi to do. although i keep braking promise but i will really try my best to turn over a new leaf. i really dunno wad to do lorx i need advise frm ppl. plz give mi a good scolding n oso give mi some good advise. can tat person tat i m tokin about juz appear in front of mi i really need ur help. i really need ur help. i hab a sis tat help mi alot but i dun wan to let her worry bout mi animore she oso hab her things to worry. haix. i oso dunno whether she still care for mi or nt. coz i everitime make her worry n oso keep on askin her to go out i tink she oso dun wan to go out wid mi lorx. haix. wad a failure mi i so sad. i noe tat there are alot ppl like mi but then i really cannt take it liaox lorx. but they can. y m i born in e world of mistake. n i cant go back to a normal life i oso dunno y i become rude to moi chi teacher. mayb coz i hate her bah she veri e irritating lorx.
I ate bananas at3:52 PM