STRESS IS ALL I CAN SAY...
NOT ABOUT EXAM BUT ABOUT MONEY...
EVERIBODY TALKIN ABOUT MONEY...YYY!!!
haix...




okie...
i dunno y i become so emo this few days...
i am oni like actin happy in front of my friends...
its like after i found out that alot ppl hate mi...
den i start to b withdraw from the world...
there is nth i can do...
but everiwhere i go sure got ppl hate mi...
some times i cant even feel the happiness in mi...
y muz life b such a killer???
y muz there b more down den up???
where are all my happy memory???
sometimes i wonder if they are really my friends or nt?
sometimes i always think that just stay at home and keep myself away from the world is good???
just cant help it...
i always say i am alright wen i am not....
wen ppl enjoyin i stayin at home facin computer...
or even at bed???
i just dun understand y my life muz b like that???
emo back alreadi...haix...




okie..i realise that wen we sch open there is alot of camp tat need trainer..
but i cant do...omg...its money leix...wanna earn oso got problem...sianx...
and my ankle is givin mi problem..coz i sprain and nvr give a damn...hahas...
but wad to do...in camp injured..hard to treat leix...
lolx...who can i talk to leix...
no body...hahas..
who will listen to mi naggin...all my pain...
i am sufferin alone....
tell mother oso i dunno wad she will do...sianx...
there is nth i can do...see doc oso no money...
i owe ppl so much money alreadi sia...
sianx...
how i goin to pay the debt..
slowly bah...hahas...
there is nth i can do man...
right ankle is givin mi problem liaox...
sianx...think need to see doc liaox...hahas..
see my mum liaox lorx...




today actually suppose to b a good day for mi...but den end up i ruin it...
its all my fault actually...i am always the spoiler...
i always spoil the mood of everibody...
y am i born like that....
y the fuck is everithing happenin to mi...
what the fuck is happenin to my life...
just depressed at the moment...




PIAI camp rock man...
okie it was a last min decision...
hahas..inno trainers retreat camp..fun to the max...
hope i can go again...coz it rockx...
especially paint ball...hahas..
the activities there is coolio to the max man...lolx..
too enjoyin till dunno how to express...hahas...




omg...long time no blog..hahas...
actually veri lazy to blog...
but once in a while blog better...
to let eu all noe that i am still alive...
hahas..
aniwae many things happened during this time...
got sad and happy...
but just hope everithing is okie lorx...
and i get to noe one thing lah..which is veri sad to mi too...
but wad to do..thats mi...
just accept mi for who i am man..
dun like mi den just fuck off from my life man...
and i really gonna chiong my work liaox...
coz i wanna earn alot of money...hahas...the more the better...
i really wanna buy alot of things man...
haix..i feel i am just one sucker...
some looser i am....haix...
damn sad lah...




hey hey...here to blog...
sun competition comin...
and i haven been goin to ani trainin...
and project oso chiong like crazy...
hahas...bcoz i wan to finish fast...
and i really hope to continue my interest..
and 2 days ago...i went to collect my first pay...
woohoo...so happy gettin the pay lah...
and guese wad...
i really thinkin whether to use the money to buy my camp stuff or nt...
bcoz its like some sort a need for my camp...
i really hope i can do well and go to my outdoor adventure learnin..
bcoz i am startin to like camp and oso those outdoor adventure..
i really hope i can advance in this line lorx...hahas...
and i realise that my classmate and i the distance are gettin further...
i dunno y oso...
hope i can do well...




okie...i noe eu ppl will think y am i up at this moment...
its bcoz i cant sleep...
due to certain reason...
which is damn the fuck up...
its like eu so tired...
sleep...den ppl come go out walk come back..
nvm...come back sleep still okie...
but wad they do is keep disturbin mi...
how to sleep like that...
actually is nt oni one time...
is alot of time alreadi...
i told myself to tahan...
but they just non stop disturbin mi...
how to sleep like that...
and i hate to go those spooky place...
bcoz i hav no guts...
not oni that..
i feel that we should just let them do wad ever they wan...
and not go disturb them...
now i just feel like goin home to hav a good sleep thats all...
i just feel like cryin...
aniwae shall stop here...




hey...
here to blog...hahas..
been long since i blog...
coz i was sick like for veri long since 3rd march...
suddenly i had a fever..den cough start...
den fever was like up and down like no body business...
wan to do last min revision oso got problem...
and so on the 8th of march of coz wen to sch wid illness..
and of coz did my exam wid a fever and cough...
and i hope i dun do really badly...
even if i did i oso had no choice lah...
so after my exam...
rest for like 1 day den had to take camp..
coz they not enough trainer...so yeah...
tot was 3 day 2 nite...
but end up did a back to back camp...
wah..super tired i tell eu..if not for the kids they entertain mi...
i think i will hav like fall asleep and not wakin up lorx...
and i had sun burn on my nose...
and i am kinda dark..
coz of the weather..
wth lorx...suddenly hot like crazy...
another min rain like crazy..
but i really had fun...
and there goes my one week of holiday...
and now second week of hols...
was kinda sleepy ever since the camp..
had no idea...
mayb cant sleep at nite bah...hahas...
den yesterdae wen to meet some of my friend to discuss about the chalet..
den wen to bugis to check out some stuff...
and after that ran to chase for bus..
wen reach home sleep at nite...
feel that my ankle something wrong..
think that time i sprain den nvr take care of it lorx..
now old injury back liaox...
i had no idea wad happen...
it just suddenly got a feelin like i sprain ankle..
so now wid a something wrong ankle...
hahas...
today went out wid sis and grandmother...
really is window shopping lorx...
hahas...
did nth much lah...
den now my leg really got a strange feelin...
but dun care lah...
i just wan more camp...den got more money...
omg...its so cool to actually take camp as trainer lah...omg...
but muz sacrifise sleep...lolx...
today received another good news...
i was selected to attend the team leader training course for YOG...
wah...now i oso dunno team leader for wad sia...
YOG damn messy...but just hope i got job to do can liaox...hahas...
i shall see how the training goes..hahas...
okie lah...i think i shall stop here...damn sleepy sia...
gd nite...




yoz...
shall blog about wad happen yesterdae...
hahas...
okie after sch i went to get my black belt...
and i actually ask my friends to come along...
told them about the martial arts shop..
hahas...
and after that went makan..
and mani funny things happen..
seriously they really make my day man...
den after that my friend actually suggest that we go for a shesha...
and being a noob of coz i make a fool of myself...
but its really an unforgetable experience...
coz they really make my day...
hope to hav more trip of it...
hahas...
and we play games super fun...
like loser hav the suck the shesha for 10s...
and its like black jack...
so got double and stuff...
super funny sia...
wow...hehe...
and today...
during lunch i intro a game that i learn yesterdae...
and we really hav fun...
coz everitime play dai dee oso sianx wad...
lolx..
so intro some games lorx...
i really enjoy myself sia...
woohooo....
okie shall stop here...
kinda sleepy...but still hav to tahan till tonite...hehe...
bb...